Switching to the right

This might be the first time in my life that I am excited about a doctors appointment.  Well, other than the ultrasound appointments while pregnant with my boys.  My appointment is at 3:15 tomorrow, and I have heard such wonderful things about this practice that I am extremely hopeful.  I will definitely let you know when I find out something.

On another note, I took a day off from spin today.  I really needed to.  I have been neglecting swimming and running.  I am planning on riding tonight after I make sure my kids are asleep, though.  It has become such a good stress relief for me.  I did swim and run for 30 minutes each at the gym this morning.  I realized how much of a left sided swimmer I am.  Unfortunately both of the races I have already decided on doing the buoys are on the swimmers right.  Here is to hoping that I can undo my left sided breathing only after a good 20 years of practice!  It was so weird trying to breath on my right.  I generally breath every 4-6 strokes in practice and 10-12 strokes in races, so I was trying to breath odd numbered strokes today to get in some right sided practice.  I felt like my breaths were shallow and useless.  More practice is definitely needed!

Running still stinks! I don't think it will ever get better.  More practice is needed here too.

Muncie 70.3 is officially a year away!  And Rend Lake's Tri is about 10 weeks.  So much to do before then...

What do I have to do to actually lose weight?

Frustrated.

Beyond words.

Annoyed.

What am I doing wrong?

I have been working out for somewhere between 8-11 hours a week for about 6 weeks now, and was working out and eating well before I joined the gym, and I haven't lost ANY weight.

That's not *entirely* true...I lost my baby weight...all 5 pounds I put on during my pregnancy with Keane.  I am down from my heaviest weight, which was both pre and post Teague's pregnancy. (I gained nothing with Teague, and I lost nothing either.  I haven't figured out how I can have an 8 pound baby and not at least weight 8 pounds less...) Most of this weight I actually lost while I was attempting to breastfed Teague, and failing at that. 

I can lose weight if I eat less than 1000 calories a day, but that is really unsustainable long term for me. Others have told me to eat more...I tried that, I may not gain weight, but I am definitely NOT losing weight. 

I am losing inches and sizes in clothing, but I WANT to lose pounds. 

I WANT to weigh less than David for once in my life.

I WANT to be out of the fat category when I go to the doctor.

Speaking of which, I am going to the doctor on the 18th.  I am hoping that this doctor (nurse practitioner actually) listens to me and doesn't blow me off and write on my medical forms that and I quote "am just lazy and obese."

I was going to post a picture of my weight, but I am afraid of the number still.  I am not as bold as my friend Leah.  Major props to her for putting it all out there!!!! Maybe one day...

Any suggestions from anyone who has gone through this journey?

I am tired of failing...

What girl doesn't like shoe shopping?

I went shoe shopping!! And I found a pair!!!!

Aren't they cute?  Now here is to hoping that they solve my feet going numb issue.  I tried them out for just a few minutes on my bike this evening and it seemed to help.  The real test will be the rest of this week.  Crossing my fingers...

Vacation leading to gym woes

I went home for a week! While I was there I had big plans to get most of my workouts in (no swimming) but lots of running and weights.  I made it to the gym exactly once, and about 3/4 of the way through a weight session mom received a call that my step father was sick and we needed to go home.  Fast forward a couple of hours and they decide to go to the hospital. And from that moment on the rest of my week didn't go as I had planned.  I did learn that Teague is SEVERELY allergic to cats.  I have never seen so many hives on one person.

I missed the gym.  I never thought I would say that, but I missed the gym.  I missed Leah, my workout partner, I missed Tasha, the instructor who might be sadistic but is just as amazing, and I missed my bike.  I guess I should have taken it with me.  Lesson learned for our real vacation in September.

I am having some issues though on my bike and while at spin.  My feet are going numb. (!!!) The instructor has said to be conscious of if I am curling my toes or to just go ahead and invest in shoes.  I went back to spin today thinking about my toes.  I am definitely not curling my toes, my feet are just sliding around in my running shoes and causing them to bunch up in the toe box.  That and where the pedal hits my foot on the backside is just in a weird spot.  I guess this means that I am going to buy shoes soon.  I knew it was inevitable, but I was hoping to delay it for a bit longer.

And I may be crazy, but I am enjoying the training so much for this half that I may not want to stop at just a half!  But that is for another time.

In the pool...finally

I got in the pool at the gym for the first time and have a couple of quick observations.

1.  That pool is HOT.  Like really hot.  Like swimming in Pulliam's pool, but hotter, for those of you from SIU.  It was a huge challenge to finish my laps and there weren't that many today.  I only did a 500, which was half as many as I wanted to.

2.  If I am going to swim, I should not do a weights class before swimming.  As I am not a huge fan of freestyle and breaststroke being my preferred stroke and that being much more arm intensive, I was dying.  The weight class was pretty rough on triceps and shoulders today with lots of push-ups, tricep push-ups, and adding a bit of weight to the bar.  My arms were dying on breaststroke, so I tried freestyle only to find that was just as bad.  My arms felt like they weighed a ton!

I only have until Friday before we leave to go to southern Illinois, so I need to get my swimming in for next week before I leave.  I won't have access to a lap pool up there.  I know Du Quoin has their pool, but after guarding, managing, and dealing with the park board for 10 plus years there, I really have no desire to ever step foot there again.  That said, I will only be able to run and bike next week.  And biking is debatable, since I am not taking a bike.  I am pretty sure that there is a spin class at the gym up there that I can join.

This could work out for the best though.  I REALLY need to focus more on running, and maybe being in a place without many other options will be a good thing. 

Slacking today going to pay for it tomorrow

I slacked off at the gym today.  I only did Body Pump, which is a weight lifting class.  My plan calls for me to run on Tuesdays and Thursdays after this class, but today I didn't.  Keane has been sick. (I think it is his ears or his teeth.) I was debating taking him into the doctor this afternoon so I wanted to get out of the gym and give both him and Teague the opportunity for a nap in case I did make an appointment.  Well, I ended up not taking him to the doctor, so I wasted my gym day, and will have to make it up tomorrow.

Tomorrow is spin!  And then I will run after class...which makes it my first brick workout! I am hoping my legs hold out for it.  I went to spin on Monday and contemplated sticking around for a second class.  Riding is getting SO much easier!  That said, I still have yet to log actual miles on my bike and not on the trainer or in spin.  My plans to do so this past weekend were thwarted by weather. 

It will be some time before I actually can get out on the bike for real now.  We will be out of town for the next several weekends.  Visiting family in Charleston before they move even further away from us this weekend and then going home to Du Quoin next weekend!  I will be in southern Illinois for right at a week, so figuring out how to get workouts in while I am up there could be interesting.  I may just "borrow" moms gym pass to Robbie's for the week...I am pretty sure he wouldn't mind.  At least there I can spend some time on the treadmill.  I thought about taking my bike with me, but I probably won't go that far...

Spinning and Running

I have asked it before and I will ask it again. Does running EVER get any easier?  I have been running (or trying to) for months now, and it is just as difficult as it was in the beginning.  I feel like I am dying without oxygen.  Everyone keeps offering advice on how to breathe, yep, I tried them all, nothing has worked so far.  Also, my shins hurt...maybe that is a sign that I should go buy a real pair of running shoes, but that just isn't in the budget right now.  (No matter how much I really am looking for an excuse to buy new shoes!) There was one small success at the gym today.  I did run further than I had ever run before.  Not much further, but further none the less.

I did spin on Wednesday and LOVED it! The group of girls in the class were so much fun.  And it was so much better than just sitting at home on my bike on the trainer riding to nowhere.  That said, this weekend I need to actually get my bike off of the trainer and take it out on the road for a bit.  At least in my neighborhood.  Is it sad to say that I am a little intimidated by this bike?  The brief moments I have actually been on it on the road, it is so much faster than my hybrid that I am just not comfortable with it yet.  I am hoping all the time on the trainer will have helped with that.  I guess we will see either Saturday or Sunday. 

I haven't started swimming yet in my training for triathlons.  That is the least daunting aspect of this for me, but I am hoping to get in the pool next week.  I forgot to order goggles yesterday when I ordered a new phone case from Amazon.  I have my old pair of speedo vanquisher's, but I really want a new pair of Swedish goggles.  They don't leak at all for me, so I feel comfortable swimming in my contacts with them.  I also just kind of miss the hardcore swimming look.